It wasn’t as if you could call it child’s play.
I didn't think it was haphazard.
I didn't think it was spontaneous.
I didn't think it was usual.
I didn't think it was that in-the-moment grace
that, yes, I love
but that kind of depends on how you interpret it,
and on the context.
This situation didn't need that in-the-moment grace—
it should have lasted longer than a moment.